Showing posts with label mywords. Show all posts
Showing posts with label mywords. Show all posts

Sunday, March 2, 2014

Awalan tak berakhir

Logika
Entahlah..

Logika terkadang tak mampu berkata-kata
kata-kata tak sanggup mengungkapkan rasa
rasa ini pun berkecamuk, hingga terkadang mencambuk hati
hati ini diam terlalu lama dan lelah
lelah pun sering berhiaskan risau
risau, karena hilang tempat untuk mengadu
(per)aduan itu telah pergi, atau mungkin tertutup awan
awan kelam menghitam, menggulung-gulung
gulungan mendung...

Mendung itu datang lagi..
lagi-lagi dia datang mehalangai matahari
(silau) matahari pun meredup, bak menyusutnya sang energi
energi yang mampu menghidupkan makhluknya dalam bara
bara api menyala, penuh semangat, hangat!

(se)hangat lengkungan mungil itu, tulus
tulus hingga tak terhingga
hingga datang kembali logika..

Logika...

SuryaKencana, captured by Harsha Vardhana














Menuju fajar, 030214
Jakarta

@mytamyth

Sunday, July 14, 2013

Mount-climbing Vs Life??

I still remember that my friend in senior high school, Ridho gave me a little bunch of Edelweiss. He said that the flower only grows on the top of a mountain and it would not be shriveled. Then I kept it in my room, and indeed, it didn't shrivel as the colour was getting brown. When I was in college, some friends of mine told me that they just came back from hiking, caving, and doing such kind of adventures. They had such a daring experience, and at that time I just thought that 'okay, that's pretty tempting, but I think I couldn't afford it' (bout the parents' permit and my self capability as well). Thanks God, it's only minority of my circles who kept talking bout hiking, caving, etc. Thus, I didn't feel like always being teased and tempted.

Then, in my master study, again, some friends of mine told me bout their experiences of hiking on Mt. Bromo, Mt. Semeru, Mt. Gedhe, etc. They told me about the beauty and satisfaction of hiking. Their stories resurrected my desire to do so. Then I finally decided to try hiking on Mt. Gedhe. It was the second invitation of my friend as the first one was cancelled. My very first time hiking on mountain was with a team consists of 5 persons (including me). To me it was a very precious moment. I learnt some values of hiking.

1. Self-acknowledgement
    Yup! In my opinion, the process of ascending the mountain trains me to know my body well. I could see how far is my capability to went up through the route. I could see in myself how I could find a way to keep trying and reaching the top. Even though I got to face the route which was full of roots and rocks, I got to find a way, to ease myself. Somehow, in the middle of the route people might have gotta need rest longer or even given up to keep on the track. But that's actually the challenge. If you could manage yourself, body, soul and emotion, surely you would be able to deal with it. During the hiking, there is no other person to give order to our body but ourselves, since only we, ourselves who understand the body's condition. That is how you could acknowledge yourself better. However, don't push too much out body to the limits.

    First, I thought that I am a person who loves being surrounded by water than trees in the mountain. Turns out that I love both. They both have different satisfaction. When I was on the top of mountain, I was so gratified that I could overcome the challenge. I could set the goal and manage myself walking step by step to attain it. In the end, I found that whatever we would like to achieve, we gotta attempt for it no matter hard. It shows our commitment to ourselves. Meanwhile, when I was on the beach or swimming in the sea, I feel the freedom. I could do whatever I want in the water. I could enjoy the freedom of movement and happiness of having interaction with organisms inside. Both of them teach me to always be grateful. Whatever it is, the beauty of nature I enjoy was drawn by HIM the Almighty. And people gotta preserve it.

2.  Team-work
     I guess that there is never a person who hike on mountain alone. Surely, we need at least one companion. Well, that's how mount-climbing works. We couldn't do that alone but jointly. Even when we already have a team, we might need the help of other group. Just like what happened to my group when we hiked on Mt. Gedhe. Our stove was broken and obviously we couldn't cook. Actually it worked at the first time we used it. After reaching on the top and built a tent, we cooked dinner. However, in the next morning it was broken. Then, we asked other group to borrow their stove. Luckily they finished cooking and lent us two stoves, which were so wonderful. They were able to cook fast! Alhamdulillah. At Kandang Badak, the second camp field, we also asked other group their stove. Thank God again, they were so kind. ^_^

    Within my team, too bad, that we had such a problem about team-work. There was one member of us, who was uncooperative. But we tried to ignore it and try not to show our anger. Well, it is a must to keep our team-work well. Just let it go and make the most of it as a great experience.


With groups who lent us two very great stoves

Cook together at Kandang Badak

3. Well-preparation
    Both the stuff and logistics need to be prepared very well. You know that the weather on the top of mountain is so cold and windy. Firstly, we gotta prepare our warm suites. As a first climber, I don't think that I was well-prepared. I thought that it is enough to only bring my jacket. Turned out that I need gloves and masker. In addition, we should also prepare torchlight. The one that was beyond my preparation. Haha..I didn't think that we would walk at night so that I didn't bring it. Thus, I slipped among the roots when we walked down at night to Kandang Badak. :) But I think, I was responsible enough that I didn't complain much due to my not-so-well-preparation. Hoho.. :D

Comparing the process of mount-climbing to life, it seems like once we set our goal, we should be able to reach it. Even though it's hard, we need continuously step by step achieving it. If we are able to acknowledge our capability, make a great preparation and work in team, we could manage to attain our goal. Once you're there, standing on your goal, that's the most precious moment. As you realize that every thing you have done to stay there works very great. Such a content compensation!

Full team :)

Cheers ;;)

Friday, July 5, 2013

Three magnificent days

It was June 25th, 2013 at 4.50 p.m. the very first time I got on the mountain's top. Yep, it was Mt. Gede in Cianjur. I hiked with 4 friends, mas Harsha (the one and only person I've recognized before the hiking), Niwa, Mas Ayman, and Ncek. We actually planned to meet altogether on 23th June at Cibodas at 9 p.m. As I already had an agenda before and turned out they all were late departing, I got there earliest and met the other friend, Kamal. Well, it was after a certain moment that I got to wait until the street was open up, et cetera... Let's just skip! First thing first, I didn't bring my camera, but I couldn't stand not to share the pictures. So I asked my friend his pictures.. :)

I fell my tears all of sudden, when I reached the top :")

Me, on the field of Edelweiss


We departed on Monday, 24th June 2013. We went up through route of Gunung Putri. There are two routes Gunung Putri and Cibodas. The route from Gunung Putri is easier to hike, IMO. It consists of land and roots, so that it's not that hard compared to from Cibodas. Moreover, it's shorter, approximately 5-6 hours walk for a pro. We reached Surya Kencana (Surken); place to camp, at around 4:30 p.m. It was a large field, more like savana full with Edelweiss flowers blooming. Even though we passed an exhausting rough trip to the top, all pain was relieved at the moment I saw Surken.

Landscape of Surya Kencana

The moment when we accomplished reaching Surya Kencana!  Amazingly satisfied..

The camp field was sooo windy. The night sky was so bright, though. Decorated by a full moon and loads of stars

We met a lovely and helpful family, including 2 kids. They are just great.

Look at that blue sky!!

Finally we reached the peak of Mt. Gede, around 4 p.m.

The team was in action

Thank God I am Indonesian :)

That's the peak of Mt. Pangrango. We planned to hike on to it, but too bad we ran out of logistics and time.

Yeaeyy..we were super girls! 

Right after we reached on the to of the Mt. Gede, we went down to the Kandang Badak, where we would have a stay over one night. We descended the mt. for only 1,5 hours, which was very fast. I was actually a bit worried because I didn't bring any torch or lighter. I relied on others to light up my way. Thankfully, I have a great team (except for one person, different story.. :D). Then we finally arrived at Kandang Badak and built a camp. Again, we were lucky as we had such another kind-hearted camp-neighbour. Most of them came from South Sumatra, Sriwijaya University, far away and gotta across the strait! They would stay longer than us, around 4 days. However, they lending us stoves and helped us cooking. It was another amazing story.

We cooked together

They were making "pempek" a la montagne ;)
We descended on 26 June, at around 11 a.m. We wouldn't obviously miss taking photos along the way back. Turned out there were some other attractions, "Cibereum" waterfall, spring water (this is so damn hot), lake, and of course the scenery of preservation park..

The river from Cibereum waterfall, taken by mas Harsha

Me, carrying carrier.. ^_^
And finally, the journey ended.

Welcome gate from Cibodas.


Saturday, December 22, 2012

Refleksi Diri


Seorang anak sedang berjalan di sebuah negeri yang telah dikenalnya sejak lahir. Konon, negeri itu sangat indah, kaya akan kekayaan alam hingga tak perlu lagi penduduknya berpikir susah untuk mencari makan. Bahkan dulu, negeri tersebut menjadi wilayah perebutan bangsa2 lain di luar sana. Namun, karena kekuatan perjuangan PEMIMPIN dan RAKYATnya kala itu, mereka berhasil merebut kembali negeri nan indah dan kaya itu. Bahkan, negeri tersebut sangat disegani, berhasil menjadi pelopor, penjaga perdamaian regionalnya, pada masa kejayaannya. Setelah lebih dari separuh abad, seharusnya kematangan dan kedewasaan yang didapat.

Seiring berjalannya usia, sang anak mulai bisa melihat dunia lain di luar sana, dan menyadari bahwa banyak negeri-negeri lain yang jauh lebih terkoyak-koyak dan terinjak-injak oleh ketidak adilan krn invasi bangsa lain, namun kini telah bangkit, dan menunjukkan rupanya di dunia luar.

Seiring berjalannya usia dan tanpa adanya pengaruh paham-paham keras dan memaksa, seharusnya negeri itu berkembang dengan pesat. Tapi apa daya, ternyata usia hanyalah usia, kedewasaan dan ketamakan menggerogoti kekayaan negeri ini. Tanpa adanya kesadaran untuk kerja keras dan kedewasaan untuk kepentingan bersama, kekayaan itu hanya akan dimanfaatkan oleh bangsa-bangsa lain yang jauh lebih dulu sadar. Jadi, apakah roda sejarah akan kembali berputar?

Apakah harus menunggu keajaiban pemimpin dr masa lalu kembali muncul? atau apakah memang manusia-manusia yang tinggal di atas tanah itu tidak pantas diberi amanah untuk menjaga negeri yang konon indah dan kaya itu?


Di sisi lain, anak pun harus berkaca, apa yang telah kau lakukan untuk tanah airmu..??

#edisigalauhubunganinternasional


Kamis, 20 Dec'12

--Anak--

Sunday, October 14, 2012

8395 days of life

Unlike friend, boyfriend, or girlfriend, family has no end!
They will protect you whenever, however, and in whatsoever situation..
They will create an atmosphere with love and warmth..
They will find and pull you up whenever you feel down and worthless..
They will ask you many things, but later give you a bright side,
that you will eventually find a silver lining in every cloud..

Family,,
will keep me on the tracks, that I am not struggling for my self, but
I have my precious ones, my brotherhood, my nation and nationality
to see and enjoy my victory in the end..
It is not about a bid or a race but a game of life..
It is not about how to treat our own selves as the only one who should enjoy the living..

That they will support..
That they will rely on their part of future..
That they would like to see us secured..

I love you all, my precious ones..
Regards,

~~the birthday girl~~





Tuesday, September 11, 2012

You


Terkadang kita melupakan satu hal yang tidak seharusnya dilupakan...

"terbiasa tapi jangan jadi biasa... 
            kenal lama belum tentu saling mengenal...
        perasa bukan berarti bisa merasa... "



... @mytamyth ...

Tuesday, August 14, 2012

TODAY..

25 Ramadhan 1433 H...
Four days to go to Idul Fitr,
the day of victory after the a whole month fasting..

Today is 14 August 2012..
It is a Scout Day!

Today,,
I was warned and reminded by HIM
I learnt that sometimes, I look up too high..
I realised that HE always has many ways to protect human beings..

this morning..
my mom had already asked me not to go anywhere..
yet, after she has gone to the school,
I was thinking to help my cousin
thus I went to ride her out..

however, there is no such a coincidence..
we should not too much rely on something other than HIM..
we should not think that we've already been good enough for others..
we should not be careless, wherever and whenever we go out..
we should always thank HIM for everything HE gave,
both happiness and displeasure to face..
I should always love and thank the people around..

Today, I lost my beloved phone, which is smart and very helpful..

Thursday, May 17, 2012

in Mind

Here by my side
one that I am feeling so right
Think about many things happen foresight
as well as making my heart so bright,,

It's me,,
Believe that will always keep me inside
now, that I'm looking at,
hoping for being around however in sad
not that any obstacles driving us mad..

-Myta-
written at KMP Muria-2526

Thursday, March 15, 2012

Pursuit of Happiness

The title might be an old-fashioned term. Movie, music lyrics, and even it became the principle of Gottfrield Leibniz over John Locke's in shaping the American founding documents. The victory of "the pursuit of happiness" and the general welfare over Locke's "life, liberty and prosperity" (taken at http://www.schillerinstitute.org/strategic/treaty_of_westphalia.html).


Define "happiness"! It could be a relative matter in which everybody has their own perspective towards the happiness itself. Ones may think differently that they will be happy if they have a huge house, glamourous interior design and property within, with loads of money savings, companies, and living as a socialite. Some others could have thought that when they live with the persons they love and be the loved one, they already reach the happiness even though only live in a simple neighbourhoods with a simple house.


The different perspectives will always happen, as human beings have no limit of satisfactory feelings. As a realist, you will always expand your territory, in order to pursue a relative power in order to reject your fear, as it is human nature. As a marxist, happiness will never reach the limit since you don't enlarge your capital until you got the infinite welfare and material.


Everybody must have their own concerns towards what decision and action they chose in order to reach the happiness. As a daughter, I'd like to be successful in carrier and study, making my parents proud and happy. That's my prior goal at the moment, indeed. As a believer and human being, one of God's creatures, I also have to do what HE want me to do, and avoid the don'ts. Meanwhile, I'm also trying to reach my other goals since I have some other functions in society. As a good citizen, I'd like to do my best for my country. And, as everybody wants to be loved, I do either.


The basic happiness, to my opinion, comes from our surroundings. We live, we make or do things (jobs), we be fruitful to others, we should love what we do and do what we love. If I may conclude, one word for happiness, L.O.V.E.

Once, in a movie entitled Pursuit of Happiness...

Wednesday, March 7, 2012

Ketika Asumsi-asumsi Beraksi


"Living in a world which is full of assumptions is kinda sailing on a boat in the middle of the ocean. Human being is granted with mind and brain to consider how to survive, keep standing on their own feet, and being harmless to others. However, there's the one and only Helper, Allah SWT."

"Hasbunallah wani'mal wakil
(Cukuplah Allah sebagai penolong kami, dan Allah adalah sebaik-baik tempat bersandar)."
(QS. Ali Imran: 173)




Sunday, January 22, 2012

a real partnership


a true partner won't be stopped distances..
they should have a sense of belonging each others..
they should have the same vision..
they should respect to each others..
they should bring the future together..
even though, they're separated..

a true partner, will always come along with
in good or bad situation..
in the up and down sides..

a true partner,,
so grateful, up until now
that I have a chance to be with..
those who have taught me loads..

alhamdulillahirobbil 'alamin.. :)

Monday, December 19, 2011

The Interpreter of Human Languages



11.55 p.m.
dealing with languages is kinda pretty hard..
some persons speak in a certain language, some others have different one..the others have their own way of expression, or..gestures probably..
to get to know with and understand someone deeply, you should know the way they truly speak, listen to them by heart, and see through their background well..
otherwise, they'll find ANOTHER "interpreter"..
..it's your call..

Tuesday, December 13, 2011

Quel Cadeau Doux

It was months ago, when you firstly told me that you want more from this friendship; relationship. We promise to maintain this just the two of us and believe in each other. We have passed through quite long and hard way so far. Now, that we are separated by distance and time, encourage me to be tougher.

It's been about 3 months ago that you're leaving. I know that I can always rely my trust on you. Even though your attitudes got me annoyed and vexed once in a while, it's always been splendid filling my days with you..

November 30th, 2011...
A postman gave me a post card, he said that it was from Japan. What a sweet one (^_^)

I don't understand neither hiragana or katakana at all. You said that it's just a couple symbol. However, I wouldn't just give in, that I asked my sister to decipher it by asking her teacher. And she told me that it is written "Ganbatte kudasai!". I doubt it still, anyway... =P

December 9th, 2011...



Happy monthiversarry... (^_^)
Simple yet cute digital frame...
I have loads of photographs in my HD. Since it will use loads of frames to display them, I was thinking of buying it couple months ago. I delayed it yet. Never thought that I will get it from you..
Well, no wonder that we kinda have millions captured memories.
I knew that u love making surprises, and are unpredictable. Never thought that you'll be that romantic... :")



Time and distance, hopefully they would never got us separated... Many crazy and amusing things we've done. Many hilarious stories we keep, awaiting to share. The untold stories. May Allah keep this feeling right on its track!

The wood-fragrance and those lovely "story-boards". There is one more, yet I didn't take the pic yet, a black sweater. Even though, it was pretty shocking that I had to pay a certain amount of money to take the package, they simply depicted how this feeling flows.

Je suis tres amoureux de toi..
au revoir.. ^^

Wednesday, December 7, 2011

Mirror Everywhere

Look in your right, also turn to the left
Watch out any matters in your side..
Many eyes are watching..
Any fouls and faults they're searching..
stay aware of any steps taking..


role as any of social control
for every presumption and thoughts will never be the same
for every single thing,
simple or plush, disgrace or agile, pretty or ugly..
people have the rights to their own choice..


Though, I would never be really down
Within any mimic of skepticism and frown
as if they're looking at a clown,
still I have my precious crown
that WONT NEVER let me drowned
that I was born within my grace in my own..


00.15 a.m. 081211
after an airport incident
~~ M ~~

Monday, November 21, 2011

Apakah emas yang kau perebutkan??

Malam ini, saya dikejutkan dengan deretan motor-motor,
barisan orang-orang di pinggir jalan..
Setiap orang mengelu-elukan nama Indonesia, setiap orang yakin atas perjuangan Indonesia..
Setiap orang bangga akan bangsa Indonesia, setiap orang memiliki harapan utuh atas Indonesia..


In-do-ne-siaa.. #prok..prok..prok..prok..prok..
In-do-ne-siaa.. #prok..prok..prok..prok..prok..


Ya..malam final pertandingan sepakbola SEAG 2011
Indonesia VS Malaysia, di GBK..
Kekuatan penuh tak hanya ditunjukkan oleh timnas, tapi juga seluruh bangsa Indonesia..
demi kemenangan TIM FAVORIT kita..
Hampir SEMUA warga negara Indonesia bersedia meluangkan waktu, melupakan semua acara, untuk mendukung TIMNAS Indonesia..


Tapi,,
Apakah keyakinan itu, hanya sebesar lapangan sepak bola??
Apakah bara semangat itu, hanya menyala selama 2 x 45 menit?
Apakah hasil kerja keras itu hanya dihargai dengan banyaknya gol?
Apakah harapan-harapan bangsa hanya dapat diputuskan oleh wasit??
Apakah teriakan semangat itu, hanya bergemuruh di stadion sepak bola??


Dengan rasa cinta yang sama yang dirasakan seluruh bangsa Indonesia malam ini..
dengan kerja keras yang tak kenal lelah seperti yang keringat2 yang membanjiri GBK kali ini..
Saya harap asa bangsa, suatu saat akan nampak di mega yang cerah..
Saya harap, bukan hanya malam ini..kita bangga menjadi bangsa Indonesia..
Saya harap, perjuangan dan kecintaan itu akan terus ada..untuk menggapai cita-cita bersama...


GARUDA DI DADAKU!!
skor akhir 1-1, ditutup dengan penalti 5-4 untuk kemenangan Malaysia..
RIGHT OR WRONG IS MY COUNTRY..

Wednesday, November 9, 2011

Dreams Catcher.

sitting down on a bench

recalling memories of childhood

looking back at the draft of many wishes

glaring at the stars which shine unweariedly

let's make a deal with realism

put aside the ego, walk away any hatred

for a little confession as the remedy

i'd rather say..

i live for me, my parents, and society

strive to make 'em happy in reality

beg for YOUR guidance as always....

Monday, November 7, 2011

Reading from its corners


Kau begitu gigih..
Memperjuangkan keinginan individu,
yang mengatasnamakan kepentingan massal..
Kau begitu teguh..
Mencari pundi-pundi emas,
hingga menyilaukan seluruh fungsi panca indera,
berdiri tegak, namun bergeming tiada daya,
bagaikan meluncur bebas tanpa beban..
Kau tak selayaknya..
melenggang lepas tanpa batas
di atas hak-hak kemanusiaan..


Jiwa-jiwaku pun tergetar, tersadar dan tergerak, tak risaukan jarak
Syaraf-syaraf pikiranku pun meradang, menggeliat, menelisik di kegelapan
merindukan sumber cahaya terang..
Aku ingin berjuang!!
merubah keadaan, memperbaiki compang-camping kehidupan..
Tapi aku membawa ego, yang belum siap diembargo..
Namun cita, hanya sekedar menjadi asa tanpa usaha..
Hanya jika setiap aku, membangun secercah cahaya harapan
dan akhirnya aku, menjelma ke sekumpulan sinaran


Kalian sekarang hanya dapat melihat
kalian kini hanya mampu meniru
kalian harus mampu bertahan teguh
kalian saat ini, jangan mau tuk berhenti
Tetap gantungkan hingga langit tinggi cita-citamu
bekali langkahmu adalah TEKAD dan ILMU kuat
Jangan biarkan coretan2 kotor mewarnai kanvas kehidupan
pada akhirnya pun, esok kalian rasakan...


Duhai negeri dengan alam yang kaya..
semoga senantiasa jaya dan sejahtera..
dalam rangkaian pola yang sama..
dari sudut dan sisi yang berbeda..



kunang-kunang 11
Semarang, 081111-01.15

Thursday, November 3, 2011

teruslah hidup..

Semakin kaki ini melangkah ke depan
semakin bertebaran gulma-gulma menghadang
Semakin mata ini terbuka oleh jendela di sana
semakin kecil jiwa dan raga ini merasa
Semakin sering kunang-kunang di sekitar berterbangan
semakin kuat keinginan sayap-sayap terkepakkan

Jika ada kompetisi semangat perjuangan
maka di sini jiwa-jiwa yang penuh sesak oleh rumunan raga
tertinggal jauh dari cambuk semangat
oleh jiwa-jiwa yang berada jauh, tak terganggu oleh ketamakan
keserakahan, dan kekuasaan
Semakin panjang jarak diameter roda perjuangan
maka semakin kuat kayuhan setiap putarannya,
makin bulat tekad untuk mencapai tujuan,
makin tegar sang jiwa yang terhalang rintangan...

Ketika jiwa ini tersadar di setiap langkah kaki..
janji agar tetap kuat yang tertanam di hati..

Untuk jiwa-jiwa yang rela melesat jauh dari pelosok negeri..
Semoga semangatmu tak pernah mati..
dari jiwa yang sunyi, namun tak pernah mati..

-myth-
terinspirasi oleh kunang-kunang dr tanah Minang
Semarang, 31111.09.41

Saturday, October 15, 2011

Welcome twentytwo!!

Happy birthday to me...... ^o^//

Yaayy...thanks God for giving me opportunities that I can still breath in Your oxygen and I live in this world still. Within many greatness and challenges You've given to me in my whole life, I could not say more, except Alhamdulillahi robbil'alamiin... O:)

Yesterday, my age turns into 22 years old..wooww..i'm so young still, aren't I? :D And again, I praise God that yesterday, I had a tremendous day. I got surprises from my beloved-friends, those were remarkable indeed.

I was in contract to teach TOEFL for teachers in SMP N 1 Ungaran. Yesterday was the last meeting that we only had the test. There were eight of us, Cik Enny, Mas Riko, Mba Lia, Amel, Mas Moritz, Mas Robert, Mas Umam and I, joined in the project. I thought it was just cool that only mas Riko knew that it was my birthday. We finished the test and prepared to go home. When, we're in parking area, Cik Enny asked me to talk to her for a while. Okay, I joined her without any suspicion. However, turned out that it went wrong. I was showered by flour and water from behind. What the heck!! I looked like a cake dough at that time. My hair, body turned covered by flours. Looked like 30 years older!! O_o"

Nevertheless, what they did was so sweet and remarkable! I didn't think that I would get that surprise. What a treatment!! At last, everyone was all poured by flour. Otherwise, the funny part was when the security was mad at us!! He demanded us to clean out the flour by water. Haha... Finally, we all went home. Thanks for making my day, dear friends...

I got another surprise at night. At noon, earlier, Catung, one of my best friends texted me that he's going to my house at 10 p.m. I got back from airport at 9.40 p.m. In fact, I got a very bad moment on airport.. :(( hufft..just skip it! Later, Catung arrived in my house few minutes after I texted him. He came in my house, bringing a white rose. Xoxo..that was so sweet, indeed. And that's it! I thought he's alone coming to my house. However, turned out that Ipul was coming then. Whoooaa...i was surprised!! Ipul is one of my best friends as well. He just arrived from Italy 2 weeks ago, and I haven't met him yet after few months he went abroad. Ipul and I sometimes hang out together, sharing experiences. Hohooo...they successfully surprised me :))

My birthday, this year was so remarkable..!! However, there is a person whom I've been waiting for his greeting, doesn't even say a word to me.. Well, that's so disappointing, indeed!
Unless, you could feel what I am feeling now, I do really wish that you end this game soon!! However, I thank God still for giving me a lot of affectionate friends. Thanks for all your greetings and wishes...

In this older age, I do hope that I can be stronger facing my future. I can be firm and wise enough to decide where my steps are going. Please, guide me as always dear God!! :))


Sunday, September 25, 2011

New Layout

I made some changes to my blog design. Just thought that my previous layout was kinda boring since it's been there since my first blog published. Weww..it's been long time ago, yet I don't really productive in writing. I got a habit that if I had an idea, then I tried to write it down, I got a bit difficulties in elaborating. I was sometimes too lazy to search for the source, and too lazy to think. As the result, there are some draft here which are uncompleted yet. Hohooo..i should have realized that writing could sharpen my knowledge. Huftt..my laziness always becomes the champion, though.

Hohoo..back to the leptop!! The main idea here is my new blog design. I changed the background with a kind of pattern. Then, I picked a new picture on its top. Still about beach. It's taken at Karimun Jawa island. It is cool...i love the scenery, yet I dun really like the white letters spelled "ovennevo". I love the person, though.. :DD However, this new design will ignite my courage to be more productive in writing. Enjoy my blog, visitors... ^^