Wednesday, June 30, 2010

Dibuka Di Akhir


resah


kacau

gelisah

galau

jengah

sengau

bungah

engkau

lemah

tiada terhalau

kemilau ini membuatku silau
namun ku tau,

karena tlah teraba sedari dulu


Monday, June 14, 2010

just for you

...and i have learned two things...

learned to be the one you loved...

and learned to be the one you scorned at...

...thanks a bunch...

Saturday, June 12, 2010

my TRUE confession by Maliq

-terdiam-

mataku terus tertuju padamu,, saat kulihat dirimu tersenyum,, ingin aku menyapa,, namun ku terdiam tak kulakukan,, mungkinkah kau pun juga begitu,, tahu kau masih malu,, mungkin sungguh ingin ku sapa,, namun ku terdiam tak kulakukan,,
apakah kau rasakan getaranku pada dirimu,,
ku hanya duduk terdiam
menunggu untuk tahu namamu ku menunggu untuk tahu namamu,, namun ku terdiam tak kulakukan,,
mataku terus tertuju padamu,, inginku sapa dirimu,, namun ku masih malu tuk hampiri dirimu,,
diriku terdiam, aku menunggu, aku terpaku


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ketika, kurasakan sudah ada ruang di hatiku yang kau sentuh
dan ketika, ku sadari sudah,, tak selalu indah cinta yang ada
mungkin memang, ku yang harus mengerti bila ku bukan yang ingin kau miliki
salahkah ku bila kau lah yang ada di hatiku..
adakah ku singgah di hatimu, mungkinkah kau rindukan adaku..
adakah ku sedikit di hatimu
bila kah ku mengganggu harimu, mungkin kau tak inginkan adaku..
akankah ku sedikit di hatimu
bila memang, ku yang harus mengerti mengapa cintamu tak dapat ku miliki salahkah ku bila kau lah yang ada di hatiku ... kau yang ada, di hatiku ...

bila cinta kita tak kan tercipta ku hanya sekedar ingin tuk mengerti adakah diriku, oh singgah di hatimu dan bilakah kau tau, kau yang ada, di hatiku kau yang ada, di hatiku ...
adakah ku, di hatimu ...

Monday, June 7, 2010

it's not merely bravery


Ok...have just finished learning from "3 idiots"....

Yes it was so inspiring, touchy, and meaningful. Telling about the life span of the three confidants during their college till reaching dreams, real dreams. That was a great composition in delivering story, but...I caught the best quotation-for me, that if im not mistaken:


"...don't let yourself regret in 5 years later since you dont improve your brave to decide your dreams. Do anything as you love it!!"


I am sorry if I incompletely quoted it but it doesn't significally change the meaning. Semantically, it has similar meaning, same intention towards hearer asking to be brave. In coincidence, I just feel the same feeling since I am not brave enough to do so. Sometimes, bravery is inequal to chance. For many tactful persons-like me- it needs thousand times to think, to tell, particularly for some sensitive matters. I, myself, have to see the chance to achieving dreams. You may say it's coward. Yet, for my life principles, in some cases, I have to think again and again. Observe it, make an analysis then go for it at last. Yeahh..u may say so..further u may (hopefullly) read this...only and always God, i give my rest after doing my best, since love will find the way... ^^


MAY YOU THINK OF IT... :-)


Sunday, June 6, 2010

Perfect is Nothing

as the time goes by,,,
wandering through the path with no wonder
as i stroll in line around the hitch
marching on faith and belief,,,

* next, again butterfly plays around
swiftly brings the hopes on..


as life span univesity is vastly worthed
there are still many session to discern

it's unpredictable, they come and go, up and down
as the wheel revolves on a boulevard


* thus, that wherever the gulf gives a grounding in
making deal with wind,,


live in perfect is not that simple, elegant, charming,,

nor complicated, exigent, exhausting, challenging,,

yet perfect could accept the sunshine in the morning still

also not let the nocturnal passing over the hill

with nothing...



Tuesday, June 1, 2010


Pagi di awal Juni

Selamat pagi wahai burung-burung
yang berkicau tiada jenuh
Selamat pagi wahai bumi dan langit
yang terpisah namun selalu dan tetap utuh
Selamat pagi wahai angin
yang berpesan lewat nyanyian subuh


Kupu-kupu terbang menari-nari di hati
Kuserahkan seutuhnya hanya kepadaMu
apapun itu yang akan terjadi...
Persimpangan tak akan gelap dengan petunjukMu...


05.15 -on the bed-